This is different from what I normally write. Usually, I take the time to process and try to understand the "why". This is more of my raw take, and because of that I'm calling this "Behind the Scenes". I really couldn't get past this one, it just needed to be out of my head and Full disclosure, it's a pretty rough story.
This is a companion discussion topic for the original entry at https://codywtucker.com/wrestling-with-the-past/